>>71695881Initially, I was all in on Selen. I loved her streams, her laugh, her crazy projects that seemed to come out of nowhere, but it was difficult to keep watching her as she became more and more depressed every time she had to make an "apology." Like how when she got the OK to play RE4, so she played it for two weeks and had it scheduled for two more before suddenly privating the vods, saying management said there were issues now with perms, but for some reason the japanese version is ok so she'll try to ask about that. Then she said that the japanese version was a no go, and I think she mentioned getting in touch with capcom directly to see if they could figure something out. ...The next post was her saying that not only were the vods not coming back, but that she was effectively banned from RE for the forseeable future, which is awful since this was in september right before horror month and how she'd have to find new games to stream. She kept having more and more issues like that where management would ok something, turn around and say no selen you can't do that anymore because we said so, and then force her to apologize either on twitter or through a community note, and it was getting extremely depressing watching her slowly destroy herself. I swore that if she ever left Niji I'd come right back, though, but I wasn't strong enough to watch her battered wife syndrome.
Anyways, I found this cool new vtuber called Dokibird now who gives me the same vibes at least.