>>88163795i don't have a problem asking god for forgiveness or believing in him, unironically i've done so before (i am menhera and when i get hypomanic from stress i start getting spiritual as a way to cope i think)
the problem is *living* for him
i just can't, it's not who i am, i'd be lying to myself :/
at least for now
>>88163972i'm trying my best i'm just bwoken :3
