>>37742405Tourist here, honest question, does reading this kind of thing make you feel more secure or happy in any way with your oshi?
The chuuba I watch is getting involved with males too and I wish she wasn't but, whilst I have fantasised about her saying something along these lines to her fanbase, actually reading it here makes me want to pull my eyes out, I would lose respect for both her and myself if my oshi actually posted something like this and I think I would prefer a total memoryhole situation.
GFE is a delicate alchemy I guess, fucking up like she did is bad for it (obviously), but fans browbeating her into this position is also equally damaging to the fantasy and a cowed statement like this is likewise. It pulls back the curtain on the dynamics or something I am not sure but I don't like it and like I said would probably prefer it just got memoryholed if it was me.