>>15514596Chapipi.
She scares me. She's so honest with the fact that she's a vtuber playing a character that it lefts no space for speculations towards her roomate.
Me, as a fag who can't distinguish PLs, roomates and actual personas, cant deal with the unknow. I wanna know more about her. And it became an obsession.
Her lack of basic weeb knowledge creeps me out and the constant switches between a brat and a sweet girl only confirms my doubt and reinforce my feelings. She is a person who does not settle, who is after constant growth, and my fear every time she talks about growth shows how selfish I am and how much stuff i still gotta improve. And im trying my best to keep improving because of her.
When she did her first karaoke stream, i was gosling for Emma and Menace, but when she started singing the last opera song i felt some things for the first time in my life.
I spend way too much time thinking about her, but i feel so happy that she exists.