>>77865692You're welcome, and thank you, I will watch mindless stuff till I pass out...
You mentioned going out with friends one time. I'm sure they'd miss you. Anons would miss you, I'd miss you, so that's at least a handful of people!
Also if it helps my mom once said maybe it would have been better if the owl that nearly snatched me from the apartment balcony crib if not for my dad intervening actually managed it. Today we're in a much better place relationship wise, so even that can change. Don't give up! Rosemi-sama gave me the hope I needed to figure out what I needed to do to fix things with my mom. I'm still menhera in my own ways but things can get better. You have time to make the life you want. Keep fighting for it