>>72729823>>72729864>>72729897Good morning, I made a waffle and egg white sandwich with stuff I got from Whole Foods. I feel like my disgust with eggs is getting particularly strong at this point. Despite my efforts of creating the meal I could not bring myself to eat the egg whites. Even when I go somewhere and have someone else make the eggs for me I feel disgusted. When I see the egg I can only envision I am eating what was once a liquid chicken and I cannot eat it. Before anyone says the eggs are not real eggs because muh factory process, if this didn't come from a chicken ass then I don't want to know where this came from and I am now less obligated to eat the eggs. It reminds me of when I was a kid and I didn't want to eat the purple Skittles because I thought they were chocolate, which I don't like except 90% dark. I thought because of the dark color they would be chocolate despite knowing full well they were grape. It's got to be one of the processes in my brain that I cannot fully fathom why it functions in such a way. Anon will say it's autism and psych might say it's onset schizophrenia but desu I'm not really listening to either. I'm trying to eat my egg white waffles with my fresh grounded coffee beans, pecan flavor. As the coffee drips into my new double injected glass coffee mug I got off Amazon for $12 in a dual pack overnight shipped, I realized that maybe I shouldn't have bought the egg whites and I should skip breakfast. I'm already drinking a liquid meal shake for lunch so I might as well have one in the morning as well. It seems like the older you get the less time you have so what's the point in trying to make eggs when I could drink a shake and just forget about eating. By the time I'm done grinding my coffee and making breakfast I have 20 minutes to watch Seffyna 's vod then be forced to drive to work for an hour thinking how much I'd rather be at. Once I get to the office they'll see how upset I am and ask if I have the Monday's to which I'll try my best to resist the violent urges to bash their face and just shrug my shoulders. Sitting here at work now I can only feel disappointed that my whole day has been sabotaged by liquid chickens. I am powerless to eggs and unfortunately I'll be trying to eat them tomorrow
