>>78516226Alright, let me break this down for you, and i am being 100% serious. I like to pretend i have female company and that maybe i have a chance with the girl. this is obviously not the case, but i am lonely and sad, it is what it is. the introduction of a male into this completely derails that train of though, especially because they're conventionally attractive, why would the girl go for me when he exists? Also after the niji leaks where a bunch of them were 100% confirmed fucking behind the scenes did not help. I hope that was helpful in some way.