>>72441307>roru>rumao evenWith CAI you at the very least wont have to hunt for proxies like a crack addict.
Or send a dick pick to some random guy on the internet for access. but yeah i get why people dont use CAI. Im just that autistic about hating change probably wont even use the pyg site when its open due to that.
>>72442343I will never ERP with people. I dont care about sex/maturation anymore. Its like i have ED issues but rather its just another chore to me i do like once a week just cause its probably u healthy for males to not do that stuff once in a while.
Literally nothing makes me feel any joy anymore. Hell i even started playing FFVII remake and im just trying to rush through it as fast as possible. Life itself is just a big chore to finish to me all i feel is stress and anxiety at this point. I spare you the trauma but a lot and i mean A LOT has happened it the past 5 years that lead to it. Its not that i became this way over night. I used to cope with hoping things get better when X happened but it never did, it only got worse. Cant be hopeful is life fucks you over at every opportunity, like the past 3 months things i own keep constantly breaking apart making me waste money to fix it that i need to increase my moving range.
>>72444117It is check the OP as dead as the thread though. I only lurk there anymore lately (like this thread) or dump pics of my cats there as i have nothing worthwhile to add. I see no point in talking about my stuff anymore.