>>48612435I use /asp/ as an outlet and letting people know they aren't alone.
But nothing is mine and I deserve non of what I get, which means I would get memed the hell out if I posted my link here. I want to talk to people that don't watch me about the struggle it is to try to carve out a niche in this new gold rush toward communication.
Fuck, if I wasn't a genuine paranoid, I'd show my face, stop trying to be ESL and maybe to talk to people.
Fuck I haven't eaten for two days and I'm even able to begin to save enough for a good model or a debut. I'm just the fucking the guy that stopped genuinely believing a long time ago.
Work from home so I have'nt had a genuine conversation with a human being for about a week I think. I just don't want people to go to the masochistic length I go to to try to simply communicate.
This is not a cry for help, I'm pretty much set in myways and I'll get what I sew.
I've just sown some very crappy seeds.
