>>69242365I think we're in a pretty similar position overall (Pomu is basically the first person I had this type of feelings, ever. I always thought I was aromantic), but I've been trying to use this love for good. I want to be a better person and spread joy to other people like Pomu so I've working on changing my mindset and life.
>I mean I'm a weird, very negative, NEET, depressed, chan user type, I'm probably representative of the type people she dislikes in these kinds of communities.Are you actually those things or this is just the narrative you tell yourself? Are you really sad that you're like or this is just what you tell yourself?
You should start thinking deeply about those feelings instead of being sad/complaining, therapy helps like that other anon said.