>>43785149Quitting is very difficult, it's taxing emotionally, it's heartbreaking. Love is a feeling that elevates you to the sky, you fly above your normal every day life and get to feel this hope, this happiness...
Detaching yourself and returning to your baseline hurts so much.
But I did it! almost a year ago actually. I'm sure I don't have to spell it out for you but I started by qutting my membership, so I wouldn't comment on her membership posts and admire Reimu and support her. I followed that up by only watching streams that interested me instead of all of them, and only commenting if I felt like it; rather than hoping for Reimu to notice me...
Most importantly I started going out more, reaching old friends, down the line I sparked a flame with someone else and that's what ultimately saved me from my delusions.
I wish you the best anon! I do wish I had a wife like Reimu but there's only one Reimu after all!
