Quoted By:
>I feel like just ignoring such a big thing like that kinda, kinda not the right thing not to do. I mean I spent the whole yesterday just in bed thinking about it. One thing I want to clarify it's not my fault, it's none of the livers fault
>I feel guilt in the sense that we werent able to promise what we promised when we promised. And all the time that we worked hard for, put in, I don;t know if it will be put to use
>as the annoucement said, it's technically cancelled but there's room to talk about a postponement, but I don't really know what that means
Alban then froze for 30 sec
>I just hope, that all the practice and work that I've been doing will still matter, for next time, if that makes sense
>I dunno, I just hope it matters... yeah... the time will come. Yeah... well. It will It will. It's just very.
Alban froze again
>The main reason I was so defeated is after thinking I sucked at singing for so long is I finally got the courage to sing again and I wanted to make it extra special. I wanted to sing for you guys on a stage. The fact it's not happening when we thought is would happened is not satisfying, I'm not satisfied. I know that's selfish to say, I hope that when things happen again I can put in enough effort to be satisfied with what I've done
alban...
