>>99737385I don't think it's too complex. Funny lazy meme song girl thought that she could still be the same funny lazy meme song girl as Gura just with a way bigger audience. Once she truly realized how restrictive and demanding (by her standards at least) a JP vtuber idolcorp could be it was already too late and she was the face of the brand. She wanted to leave, but knew how much leaving a few years ago would have damaged the brand and ruined things for the other girls.