>>41783056Watch her more often and allow yourself to fall in love. Use your adoration, respect, and pure love for her as motivation to do your best in life, to be someone she would be proud of, to be a well-adjusted fan! Let yourself be happy! Let yourself feel positive emotions like love! Love Elira! She loves and appreciates you, already! Don't hold back! Ever since I let myself become parasocial for her
shortly after her debut I have felt much happier every day because I get to think about Elira without feeling like it's "wrong" to be in love! I adore her and I'm proud of it because even if I will never get to date or marry her, I'm still alive in the same plane of existence as her and I am just more happy with life! Don't hold back!!!
