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there's too much going on and if it's organic it's like 3 miracles in a song about being hated by god
when CONA sings her orison during debut, there are quiet moments
and because it's an orison the world was hearing for the first time, no one new if those were meant to be quiet or not
if you play the orison in debut stream and the standalone at the same times, you can spot the differences easily, better even put both version in audacity or something like that
and every time she gets quiet when she shouldnt, every time she starts to sing again, it resonates with the lines she is about to sing
it's too much to translate and explain but to give an example
>*could not sing* what's the point if all i do is merely staying alive?
>*sings* if i cannot sing, am i worthless?
>then it would be better if i just disappear
>but if i disappear then what is left?
later
>*can't sing for a while*
>*finally sings* ...all i can do is sing
in the recorded version this is not a whiny crying part of the song, it's defiant, as if going against an unfair god who favours others
and on other levels she fucks up singing her original song during debut which must feel devastating but the way she comes back at times is so gut wrenchingly timed, as it was written that way
the saddest part is the version she fucked up is almost better than the recorded one it's so much more powerful
this is insane on so many levels because until she fucked up the delivery of everything else was perfect
and if this is an act it's so masterfully acted out i cant even be mad about being fooled
and thinking about CONA im now dead certain that IMI's entire debut is an act
...which makes CONA's fuck up more likely to also be an act, as a way to go viral maybe i dont fucking know if this is a real thing that was unscripted and happened live, for CONA i mean, it's so incredibly poetic on so many levels it doesnt even i dont know man
im just gonna go to bed and my schizo brain off maybe not in this order