>>75882813The sexy misunderstanding thing was a step in the right direction. She didn't say she sees herself that way, but at least she seems to believe we really do. You can't just flip a switch and change the way you see yourself like that, but if at least she no longer thinks people are lying to be nice, that's a great victory already. I'll take it.
I want them to know I mean what I tell them. I'm not saying what I think they want to hear, I'm saying what I believe. Shit, my heart was beating so fast I thought it would explode when I sent the birthday one, I was terrified as they got closer to it, it wasn't easy being honest, at least believe that I mean it. Even as recently as Fluffy Week I got a little nervous in the little pause while she read ahead to make sure it wasn't anything bad before reading. Rewatching the moment it's such a short pause that I'm probably the only person who even considered it, but at the time I was thinking "oh no, is she gonna skip it? did I fuck up? what did I say wrong?"
