>>16771181I feel more bad.
Like a year ago I wasn't into watching vtubers yet. I've learned of Mori existence through OWTH. I don't actually remember how I came across that song but I did read some threads about it (I think it might have been when /vt/ was created and I went to check out that board? My memory is fuzzy on that.)
And in /morig/ I wrote something like "you know there's a white woman behind the anime girl? gross"
Then I was called a doxxbeat etc. didn't really know what it meant but I just like shrugged and left.
But my purpose wasn't to troll or make anyone feel bad.
Back then I knew about it but didn't want to admit it to myself.
I was interested. I hated women but this bitch looked so enticing. So fierce. What the fuck is she looking at.
This frustration transformed into anger. "There's a woman there. There's no way I'd like her. I hate women. Not me. You guys know you're liking a white woman? Gross."
Fast forward and I love this stupid dumb bitch. I think of her every day.
And I hate myself even more for it. 