>>96107490ur right, im just in a state of "why is she even my oshi still" while also knowing that if i stop liking lia i kinda doubt i'll ever have another oshi again. even watching vtubers since 2019 ive never had as much joy as watching a lia stream, but as of late i haven't been able to find that same joy as i once had watching her or any other vtubers, partially due to that i dont trust her or vtubers in general anymore. perhaps it is a sign that i bow out from this hobby altogether, i am bitch-made after looking behind the curtain too much
