>>58870062/asp/ will forever be a better place for any of that than anywhere else on this board.
That being said, my advice was genuine, once you obtain too much of something (In this case, acknowledgement from somebody you watch.) then you'll start to care less, or not schizo out as hard when it doesn't go your way.
The JP indie I watch that frequently goes from 3view to 4view at any given time has given me so much hearts and attention that I no longer care if Shiori gives me any. If I started with just Shiori, maybe I'd care a lot more than I do now.