>>43551191I already know I'm a schizo. I know I operate outside of the conventions of how a fan should act. But my love for Mysta is real. I send him my hard-earned cash, I create content for him, he gives me a reply here and there. And I've stuck by him throughout all of his controversies. Sometimes I'm overcome with jealousy and possessiveness but I've stopped myself from acting on it and I think that's good enough.