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i really want to get over this fuma vsaikyou debacle. every time i see it being mentioned it makes me feel stupidly emotional even though he told us to be happy that he was given this spwn event opportunity. but he keeps subtly bringing up how he longs to be in vsaikyou a lot during streams and i really dont know how to feel. i hate to assume things but it feels like he keeps trying to convince himself that doing the spwn event is somehow more of a better “fun” opportunity. i want to watch the free portion to support him but i guess i’m still secretly petty about everything. being a tsukibito these days is painful. sorry for the sudden vent but i cant really talk about it anywhere else since other tsukibitos have told me to cheer up and be happy for him when i talked about it before.