>>87274119>im so so so genuinely sorry about the freaking audio>it was so low quality so shitty, i realised what the problem was, when i add things>im really upset not gonna lie>please say something when the audio is bad>i worked really hard on this and i was worrying about it all week >im a little bit upset it got ruined by audio levels>in a way it was a little funny that the audio was kinda bad>hadn't had a stream idea i really liked in a really long time and i was looking forward to doing it>feeling bad it was ruined by audio might private the vod>bought kids friendly paint was surprised by how nice the pumpkin looked>surprised i found yarn in the excat right color to match my hair for the sock>merch has arrived, it all looks good>there's literally 1k stickers, will hand out free ones at every possible occasion>the first ever baachi sticker went to my sister>essie_sis put a baachi sticker on her phone>she said it was lit and put it on her phone she thinks you guys are pretty epic>she said someone is gonna come ask her if she is a fan of so and so and she won't know who that isshe loves us but she doesn't like vtubers and has no idea who essie is online, this is a strange combo
>thinking about giving all senpai member baachis stickers but essie_dad put all the stickers on his car and that would be doxxy>cant wait to see where you guys will put the stickers>wanna see you bring a little essie everywhere you go, cool places, hiking etc>want a plushie next so it can be abused>also want a deskmat real bad>and maaaaaaybe a daki would be cute too>also real pins of the essie_hat_pins>being able to have my own perfume would be an actual dream>or a bath bomb or a shower jelly or something>a candle i could probably make on my own>dream merch would be something scented>there probably won't be physical merch for 2.0 / bday>need to work harder>thank you for the support>really happy i was able to do merch>getting emo over it>very thankful i am able to be supported like this>and people are interested>it means a lot to me>always wanted to do stuff like this, never thought i would be able to>im still just a random girl but it do appreciate all the support>sorry i dont meant to be all boohoo thank you for the support, i really appreciate it, i'll keep doing cool things>i work to provide for you>would you like to file a joint tax return? kyaa emojinot sure if fraud or proposal or both but would
>i think i might have to go>im hiding underneath my blanket rn and im starting to like die under this blanket>would you guys want to be buried next to me?>you dont have a choice anyway you are always in my arms>the only place you exist is in my arms>gonna go now>tomorrow is Pillow's event, you better be there and you cannot fall asleep>goodnight everybody *demon noises* but yeah whatever 