>>86443828i'm still trying to stay in good spirits, but when there's nothing you hate more than numberfagging and merch shilling it's kind of difficult at this point because that's what they've reduced themselves to. i get it from their perspective, but as a viewer it just sucks. i don't want to come home from a long day at work to watch a 30+ minute ad segment with girls trying to emotionally manipulate me into spending the money i just made. you certainly don't protect my smile by numberfagging or shilling merch either. the dream is slowly fading away.