>>70004168Okay, I'm going to take a wild guess that you were cut and that fucks kids up the moment their mom first kisses a scrape to make it better because the logic therefore follows that if her kissing a wound has a soothing quality: Then it might help if she kissed him where he knows on an unconscious level that he was hurt the most, yet she doesn't even recognize that he was hurt there and it violates the incest taboo that most kids already have ingrained at that age.
Except in your case, you already had an innately perverted streak and willingness to exploit others, so you tried to do some fucked up shit like sticking your finger in your moms ass while she was asleep or something. Naturally, she blew up at you and now you've grown but kept a fucked up fetish and complex around forcing women who defy you into gross anal fetish play and enjoy the idea that it will hurt and upset them because you see it as a way of getting back at your mother and forcing her to finally fulfill your desires.
