>>83170593It's not, and it won't kill me to do so either, but I don't care anymore. If a girl was nice to me and let me fuck her, as long as she aint obese I'll make sweet love to that girl. At some point you're just tired of being alone and while it's not a good idea to get in a relationship just for the sake of being in one, you probably won't go crazy from loneliness in the process.