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Hey Muyu,
it's been some time since I wrote. Your maros are closed for now but I still wanna write. And why not in a place where it doesn't get read instead? Of course, I might put it in a Maro sometime when you open them up again.
I've been a bit busy trying my best to get my own life in order to be able to support you more, which is why I haven't been too active. But I realize that you don't have it easier, so I thought it would be a good time to sit down, think and find a few words to cheer you up.
How has your new year been so far? I hope you are getting better. You sounded pretty sick last stream. I can understand the feeling that you want to cheer up minimoos and don't wanna take too long of a break—after all, minimoos want to cheer you up too! But it's extremely important to do so when you have the strength to do it. Minimoos will worry if you push yourself too much!
There are a lot of things you have to take care off, even outside of vtubing I imagine, so you need to be healthy to deal with it all. However, it's fine when you wanna get cheered on by minimoos while you are sick! There are different ways to interact that takes less energy than streaming. Try to take it slow. I'm sure everymoo will be happy to give you their strength when you want to hang out, even if it's not on stream but maybe a twitter space or even in the phase discord?
The year has just started, so there will be a lot more things happening. Not all of them will be good. During my dark times, I will rely on your strength to cheer me up, just as you can rely on minimoos and your friends at phase to give you their strength, when times are hard for you.
The last thing your enemies want is to see is your smile and hear your laugh and while we can't keep a smile on our faces all the time, it will make those people even more upset when we brave the bad times and find the courage and strength to smile again and again.
The end of the road finds us eventually, this is one certainty in life. So, what can we do when despair keeps dragging us down, when the pain seems unbearable? I, for one, think the answer to that is to just keep living. People often say they have "nothing to lose", when they think about that stuff. But at the same time, there is nothing to gain at the ultimate end. So, if we just keep living with this "unbearable pain" and "endless despair" there is at least the chance to gain happiness somewhere down the line. What's the harm in seeing this life to its end, regardless of anything? After all, one has "nothing to lose" anyway, right?
I look forward to supporting you this year! Harder than I have before!
