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I have been awake since Sunday. It feels so fucking strange. Im tired, but my tiredness didnt change since the second day. It feels weird like if i try to remember back all the shit i did some just gets blanked but i definetly know i was awake. Also the darkness is very spooky right now. Everythinf is loud and feel like somethinf is sneaking on me. Im actually waiting for the sun to rise so i can finally fall asleep. Also my urine has never been clearer for some reason, dont know if it has anything to do with not sleeping but i wrote it on my hand. I also smoked like 4 packs of cigs. If i close my eyes for a few seconds it feels like there are thorns inside my eyeballs. Cant wait to go to sleep. I always have nightmares when i stay awake for day. Its usually very kino with bears and cars. They dont sound scary but you cant escape or fight a bear so you just die, i cant drive a car but im speeding on a highway not knowing what the fuck do i do. Also my ability to conjure an apple in my inagination is very weak. Its like a very far away picture. I smell like blue.
