>>8911956just draw. fuck the studying, fuck the anatomy, nobody gives a SHIT about hands, just find a way to enjoy drawing before anything else.
i've seen too many people burn themselves out studying before they even like to draw.
as long as you draw you'll improve, so above all else just find a way to draw and enjoy it; even if it's not study, even if you're not noticing improvement, as long as you like doing it you can do it until you're good, you dig?