>>21658747Sadly no, there's way too many beta cucks with no confidence already. They're all zero views default VRoid hoodie #16276438 or even worse never move past designfag. Unlike the overwhelming majority of those utter failures who will never even move beyond posing and bandwagoning, you're actually a very capable and intelligent guy. I'm still impressed with your English and fancy bed. You may be dysfunctional and menhera, but don't undervalue your diligence and persistence.
You probably just need to stop doing the same thing over and over expecting different results. Instead of just existing day by day and surviving your basic needs and feelings, sounds like you need a written-out plan, admiral anon. Make it happen.
Also, browsing /asp/ as frequently as you do is not going to help. You are undeniably lonely, it takes one to know one. The question is what are you going to do about it?