>>77432517Well you know what's good about being broken?
You can be fixed, you seem to be way to hard on yourself. Maybe take a break from them and come back after you feel better. I did that during GW and it helped a lot.
Never feel obligated to participate in things if it's gonna make you feel like shit.
They would rather a happy ruffian than someone stressed out over the quality and effort put into something for them. Not saying you're doing wrong by stressing over it, but even if they're not vocal about you specifically they definitely appreciate the effort that you put in regardless.
Remember they want us to have fun and enjoy the time spent with them.
You're worth their time and your efforts are also worth it as well. Keep on going anon you got this and I hope you feel better.
