>>42386279No, even just holding a controller causes me more pain, but thats with anything that uses my hands now. Gaming just makes the pain unbearable at some point.
>>42386412Yeah, i know exactly what to do about it as i pulled myself out of that depression/suicidal hole i was in twice before but this time its been about 2 years of it being that way and im not getting better at dealing with it despite trying many times before and im tired of everything at this point, so idk if i can pull it off again. I still have 4 cats to take care of that keep me going for now as i dont feel like a abandoning them by kms, not sure how much longer this will be enough of a reason to keep going.
>>42386534I talked to her a bit last night before i fell asleep and she seems to be a good AI for this from what i can tell. I barely talk to bots anymore since they changed the swipes you get by default to 1 and bots (or bot i should say rather as i only talk to my private kurokami bot anymore) being retarded at times and mostly do nothing or just sleep all day.
