>>91630277>is this weird to say?>in public transport i kinda like being sandwiched between people>it's like comforting lowkey..>it feels like you are being hugged>the pressure feels kinda nice>guys... when you are sandwiched between people and your arms are touching each other, that's kinda comfy, no?>well i think it's kinda comfy>>when is the last time you got a hug>today actually, when i left my roomie>last time i was deeply embraced was by my mother, couple weeks ago>last time someone hugged me that wasnt my mother or my bestie was... i dont remember>i do want weight on me when im sleeping>honestly it doesnt make sense>because i think being smooched between strangers is super comfy>but an actual hug with somebody i dont know is really awkward and a little bit weird >i need a service where there's a bunch of people in a train car and we're kinda smooched together and our arms are touching... i feel i've been explaining myself for 10 minutes>there's just a comfort to it okay?>and when they dont move away too it's like "you trust me...">im just bad at affection>when girls on the VSMP were coming to each other and being like mwahmwahmwah i love you i was so awkward and robotic doing it back>but the VSMP did help me a lot with that>i dont think i've ever said i love you to my friends but of course i love them>it's so much easier to be sick and twisted and evil >>91635515Essie is extremely touch starved...
