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I think /vt/ has damaged my mentality.
I find myself comparing my oshi to others and getting upset when others get higher numbers than her.
It isn't debilitating, but it gets to the point where it would get to the point where it hinders my ability to enjoy watching my oshi.
I know she isn't really in any danger of becoming irrelevant due to her current situation, but it somehow still bothers that she remains stagnant while others blow past her.
This past week, I've gotten really irritated at vtubers farming the Sinder drama when it has nothing to do with them while gaining 30-50% increase in viewership even after it's all over.
I don't want to feel this way anymore...
