>>81842101anon if serious, just don't think about it. This is the kind of hobby that there is not middle ground, either go full balls deep, give money and create content to promote your oshi,
or as the girl have actually said, just being there to watch them and occasionally give the view/like to the show is more than enough.
Don't break your heart trying to justify shit you do, just do whatever you can when its convenient for (You), your oshi wouldn't want to see you torn over something this dumb.
