>>22380760Normally, I'd say it's fine since you're keeping things sane and reminding yourself that none of it is real, but I think this isn't the first post of this sort I've seen from you. I'd recommend doing something that can distract yourself without getting parasocial, like rewatching one of your favorite movies or picking up a good book.
Hope your life gets less lonely soon.
You can always drop by the Minecraft server to hang out. 