Quoted By:
I was considering waiting until things cooled off a little, but I'm getting really anxious so I'll chime in.
To gloss over the depressing details, this past year was incredibly challenging for me. The beginning of this month in particular really shattered my mental state. Streaming is the one of the only things that makes my life better, and it's all I'm in this for.
I set up these FlaVR accounts almost on a whim in the middle of a menhera moment, thinking it would cheer me up (it did!). I honestly probably would have doubted myself again and backed out if it wasn't for Coco encouraging me and joining with me. He is an incredibly kind person and I can assure you he isn't here to groom your women away.
I'm truly happy to have had this chance, as there are a multitude of factors as to why I couldn't continue with my PL. In many ways, this was what I always wanted out of streaming.
But if there's one thing that does manage to get under my skin it's feeling like a detriment to the "team" as it were. It's obviously difficult to gauge how much of this is just schizo's bouncing off of each other and how much is genuine, but I'm not here to cause problems. I'll step back if it comes to that, but I'll let things settle down as I don't want to be too rash. I promise I'm not an /asp/ie boogeyman or a grifter. I just wanted to belong somewhere.
