>>41602944All your loneliness, rejection, hurt, abandonment, bad luck, bullying, bad reputation and isolation you ever experienced in your life were thoroughly deserved because your inner corruption was visible to all those around you.
You ever wonder why people looked at you as something dirty?
This is why.
You're simply too abjectly corrupted for people to be anything other than utterly repulsed by you.
Get out of your head.
Find something to care about.
Understand that you might never escape just how impure your entire existence is.