>>22705043I know what you mean, sometimes it almost hurts, the intensity of feelings overwhelming. It's never enough and it's scary how much it affects me. But I want him to be as happy as possible, he deserves all of it. And I can find comfort in the fact that there are people like me, who feel both saved and pained by him glowing so bright! I'm glad you're enjoying this stream as well. He keeps stretching as I'm typing this and it's too much he's too cute I can't