>>78242421one of the main reasons i like vtubing is specifically because it isn't rtx. my life isn't awful per se but i spend a lot of my free time in things like art and vtubing specifically because it is separate from the rtx world and rtx people that make me feel awful about myself. i've built up a mind full of nothing but brain worms when it comes to rtx society and people and my relation to it; non-rtx places and endeavors are my escape from it. when vtubers start doing rtx, all i can say is that i lose any interest. it's not what i'm here for.
i'm not watching vtubers to be reminded of how ugly i am myself, the way rtx people and society judge me, or anything like that. the second rtx starts becoming involved, i'm out. it's not personal and i wish people the best, it's just not what i'm here for. i much prefer vtubers who are doing it for similar reasons to me because it's my kind of people that i want to meet and connect with, not normies. call my deranged or mindbroken if you want but the way i see it is i actually do want to make connections with people, just not the kind of people society thinks are important
