>>60335550>>60335609It's weird that I was just pondering this while watching a movie with my friends tonight. I've been in the longest rut in my life and actually fell further down with much more to work back up to and the feeling is incredibly daunting. But tonight I feel like with the power of love from my oshi, I'm finally going to get the ball rolling to improve my existence for the first time since 2020. Even though it's not real love, it's pretty crazy how motivating the feeling can be.