>>13942034I don't know about that. I was completely normal beforehand. Sociable, a bit of an arrogant high school student, but had a lot of friends and acquaintances who I had a lot of fun with. The most problems I had was ranting about how unfair the world was. I didn't used to be like this. Now I can't stop obsessing about Rushia her to the point of it tearing apart my life. With covid and going to college all of my human connections fell apart. All I have left besides Rushia is my cat. I can't stop thinking about Rushia. She's the only happiness left in my life. I just want her to be happy. I just want to be with her. I think my life used to be better before I was like this but I don't know anymore. I miss the days when I just first met this necromancer and enjoyed her simply singing drunkly without worries and I didn't know Japanese and I wasn't crying from her twitter account and I didn't have chronic fear about missing unarchived and deleted tweets/twitcasts and I could sleep and I still had friends and things hadn't fallen apart. Actually maybe you're right. There's something wrong with me, but I wasn't always like this.
