>>87402193>>87402278TBFH(Too Be Frankly Honest) with you an-nons, I feel a little bit dirtier after having consumed the Forbidden Knowledge. Something about the physiognomy and mannerisms really made my skin crawl. It shifted my perception of her rampant promiscuity into something else entirely wherein what once was perhaps quirky misdirected need for attention is now a more traumatic cope and self consideration towards justifying past acts. It has torn asunder a deeper moral dilema (that, much to my chagrin, makes her all the more attractive as a performer) in my heart that brings forth the kind of quintessential ethical dilemma that forms the foundational draw of the chuuba hobby.
Again, frankly, it's the barely suppressed flickering lower lip peeling back from the teeth in that self satisfied smile of knowing. There's something there, something that belies her own knowing of the trespasses while at the same time inviting the viewer to question their own trespass into the exchange. There is a kind of unfathomable regard for just how culpable she is for her own actions that begs the viewer to challenge their own intentions for having engaged with her in any capacity.
Now, I may be wildly mentally ill, but even then the kind of single minded, blissful abandon caught in those eyes and translated through her current expressions belies the kind of manic single mindedness that is the fiery churning core of this industry.
May we only carry her aloft our shoulders to the sweet respite from herself that she so deserves.
