>>92011583The important thing is that you recognize your issues and work on self improvement, one or the other isn't enough you need to do both. Good on you for trying. I just don't have a lot of sympathy for people who let the self destructive spiral get so bad that it overtakes them. I've known people who had that happen and I tried to help them for years and it they just kept relapsing, at a certain point I just lose patience. I know if you're out of it maybe you can realize people were trying to help in retrospect but to ignore help in the moment shows a level of egotism that I just can't empathize with.