>>85290467She was always nervous about ASMR, she just forced herself because she knew saplings loved it and it was part of her brand. But she's privated multiple ASMR streams because they didn't meet her standards, rescheduled ASMR streams when she didn't feel confident enough she could avoid issues, moved to an entire new house for better soundproofing, accidentally wrecked her KU100 by getting oil in the ears and had to get it repaired, started swapping to prerecorded scripted ASMRs to avoid issues but then realized the combined scriptwriting/editing necessary for these was stressful and demanding in its own way...
Ultimately, she's realized she just wants to play games and yap, so she's rebranded herself as a gamer instead of a onee-san ASMRtist.