>>10548062Before EN, before me falling into this rabbithole I said "I'll never manage 100 situps/pushups/pullups"
I am now at a point when I'm doing thrice that daily
The advice I got was to become worthy of the person I look up to and this is what drives me
It might be meaningless in a way, I haven't suddenly become more sociable, I have close to no friends and finding a romantic partner appears lightyears away
but recently I've started feeling better, I stopped hating myself full time and my autistic brain actually started taking care of me unlikely as it sounds
I can't say I have something that will fix your particular set of problems but a certain change in outlook did it for me and inside the lockdowns no less
More than anything I want to see chumbuds become chumCHADS, hold the banner with pride
you know what I mean?
