>>109440896>meow?>did you like my valentine stinger? look at it again!i remember meru having this one for a long time
>hello hello>none of you asked me to be your valentine, literally NO ONE sent one of those throwing a basketball at the moon tweet!!is that how you are supposed to ask nowadays
>fixing BGM rw>how have you guys been?>as you may know i have been battling my one week plus long migraine, it's been so sugoi!>planning bday so i was gonna stream one less day to play more and then litereally every second of my life i have had a throbbing brain and was not able to focus>feeling alright now, not the best, not the worst but miwa has a toxic habit where i judge myself based on how productive i was that day>i could work on 10 things one day and still feel like i didnt do enough, literally never ever satisfied with any amount of work>i missed you i missed you!!>>miwa is a workaholic...>yeah but i am lucky to have the best job in the world>i am trying to be nicer to myself lately... i did a bit of reflexion yesterday, i know how much miwuv like it when i talk positively about myself>also looked at old VODS and was surprised how much my voice as changed, always had a whispery airy voice, and the habit of lowering my voice to make it easier for people to hear me>i've said this before but i also used to want to be a bit more cool and nonchalent, idc kinda vibe>i didnt like my voice cause i was constantly trying to make myself sound like someone else, i really hated my accent since i was 9yo but now i am the happiest i have been with my voice>in the past few months, im just doing really good (mentally) despite obviously being really sick with the migraine and waiting for surgery>for the first time of my life i've been really happy day to day, had depression my whole life but i barely feel it now, im doing good and im really happy about that>sorry i should be playing elden ring and i went on a rant instead>just feel good man>YT has been removing so many of my old videos at the moment, and what made it even worse, you know THOSE assmur viewers? and they coment on my lore video saying "THE ONLY LORE OF YOUR I EVER CARED ABOUT IS THAT YOU PRIVATED MY FAVORITE VODS OF YOURS YOU BWORD!!!">all of my vids are backed up by a few miwuvs but YT goes on a rampage every now and then, if you like assmur from me or anyone else you should back it up, because they will delete it years later sometimesmiwa is in game already still yapping about her voice
>sorry i didnt say what we are doing today... >*hides as a pot behind a pillar to sneak past some dudes, becomes the pillar*>in my experience people genuinely listen more if you speak with a lower pitch >why are there so many owls here?? wait, night owl!?>i really think it's a voice diff, because when when playing with vtuber friends they often miss what i say and i know they wouldnt ignore me on purpose>*hating on repetitive golems* 