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I've barely looked at this board but I had a strangely vivid and coherent dream involving Gura last night that I needed to blogpost about somewhere.
In the dream I ended up starting a relationship with Gura. I ended up meeting her in some kind of VR program and she was impressed by some sort of digital landscaping I had done in the program, and we got to talking. She seemed a bit tired and lonely, so I ended up hugging her and eventually we went somewhere more private where I told her I wanted to make her happy and give her lots of love. She replied by saying she'd have to keep it a secret because idols aren't supposed to be in relationships, and I told her that's okay and I didn't mind. Then I held her for a bit and she almost cried while she told me she's spending so much time doing these streams and developing this parasocial relationship with her chat that she's neglected true human contact and intimacy. I held her even tighter until I woke up in a daze.
I have no idea why this happened. I think I've maybe watched part of one Gura stream in my life and only occasionally watch clips of her. I'm really not into vtubers in general, frankly. So what did my subconscious brain mean by this?