>>92012270If you learn that effort isn't rewarded and you don't want to try that's on you. Even when I was at my lowest about 2 years ago I never lost hope that my efforts would lead to something. That's an internal realization, I can't help with that if you've lost it, and believe me I've tried to help people in similar situations. To think you know so confidently that the world is so bleak is just another form of egotism. I know I sound like a hypocrite about this since I frequently indulge in some egotistic activities but I'll never fully believe that something is categorically impossible, especially something as small scale as self improvement.
