>>7316375I have been on-and-off self studying japanese. I know Grade 1,2,3,4,5 Kanji. All N5 and some of N4 Kanji. Which amounts to over a thousand Kanji I can recognize and mostly read. I listen to podcasts every night while sleeping to improve my listening reps. I watch vtubers to increase my native compression. I can understand over 50% of every stream I watch. Even with all these reps. I fail at having proper grammar. I can't construct simple sentences. And the Jap vocabulary is too much so, that I've already given up. Basically, I will never be japanese and that applies to you too.