>>66895531You're completely manipulating what she said and her character in general. She stalks her classmates and sees how happy they are, how they look now. The girl she stalks the most is the one she kissed. She also stalks her minecraft groomer who decided she wasn't a lesbian anymore. She is unable to let go of the past and finds it scary to see people she used to know living normal adult lives. She longs for the childhood she had before.
As for the bully she saw in person, she said from the start she was mortified and did not make eye contact or talk to him at all. I don't know where you're getting the reveling in him being a wagie from, her whole family are wagies and she's been nothing but praising to how much they tough through.